Invisible Family of Smiles

Hey there blog of mine. Its Sunday, what a great day. Lately i've been faced with a big decision. At this time when both of my roommates have boyfriends, I am often left at home while they are off in love land. I am so glad for them, really, people in love are my favorite kind of people, but sometimes its a little hard to be the one without. Somehow i've been really blessed and strengthened so far. I've been ok, fine. Better than fine, i've been extremely happy.
Last night we all went disco roller skating. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! thats how much fun it was, i just never wanted to stop. It was a great workout too, and so much fun. i think its my favorite thing on this planet right now. I have wanted to go since i came to school but just havn't. Chloe hates it. She had J with her tho, takin care, doin what he does best. I think she just felt bad holdin him back tho. I'm almost sure that i am going to go roller skating every week. i can go on the cheap days.
And TRENT! did i mention trent? He is Laura's love who lives in California. So he came down for the weekend and i met him and i immediately loved him, like i had known him for a while. I felt real comfortable just being around him. Mostly i loved the way he was with Laura, they were just perfect together. the right amount of laura i love you and your my girlfriend contact while still being a person and being able to be with others besides her. His hair rocks, his scruff rocks, he rocks.
So then we came home, chloe came home for one second to grab a movie and go watch it with JJ and Laura took Trent home to her sisters to sleep. I was at home. Happy. I made a yoga playlist and stretched it out, and reached nomas day. then slept like a new woman, strong, knowing that i can do this. I wasn't sad. it crossed my mind to be sad, but i just decided not to be, cuz i wasn't sad in my heart. i was happy. and thats what i must remember, my heart is happy so i should be too. My love is still waiting for me :) I can see him when i close my eyes, smiling at me. thinking that i'm out there somewhere too.